finally....

I have been longing for a public holiday that fall on Friday, which continuously will be a weekend and Sunday. Apparently, I’ll be able to have more time with kiddos. How I wish…

I got a few plans for coming weekend. In fact, it’s because of my guiltiness for unable to bring Xavier out on his birthday and also all the nonsense excuses for myself. I noticed I’ve habitually giving myself many excuses especially on kids’ stuff. Thought of having a BIG party for Xavier but turned down to buy just a cake for him.

Reading on post of other mommy blogger, I felt even bad. No matter how tired, how busy their schedules were, yet they would able to spend time to do something precious for their love one. Many times, I feel myself a lousy wife, an irresponsible mommy. Despite Stew never had a word of complaint, but I know he does have the thoughts.

I know, it’s time for me to be tough like what most mommies are. To all mommy out there, I salute for what you are, you are the ever-great mommy of all.

Eyeglasses for myself

I just got to know that an eyeglasses can easily cost up to few thousand although it’s might not from a branded designer. A colleague of mine who just bought a new glass that cost her about 1.5k for a pair. I got shock for that price.

I wondered why some people willing to spend few hundred bucks for a pair eyeglass when they are very good and cheap eyeglasses could be found in the market now. For instance, Zenni Optical offering very cheap and nice design of eyeglasses online. Looking at their product ranges for New arrivals, Holiday Fun Eyelglasses and $8 Prescription Zenni Glasses, I’m really excited to own a pair for myself. I’m thinking of changing to a rimless design. How about this one?

Just ranting...

Yeah, I got tie up with my sickening kiddos over the 2 weeks. Probably I should admit that I’m no longer having a healthy body like I used to have. I’m easily to get tired, especially after cuddling Xavier for a moment, I feel my body is so strengthless.

On the work vise, I’m having problem to stay away. Imagine, just a few hour of sleep, how am I to stay awake during day tiem?? The only ‘medicine’ that cured me was the COFFEE to keep me awake from yawning each few minutes. Gosh, how I wish the kiddos were at the age of 3-4 years old now. At least, I get to have a peaceful night.

I'm exhasted, strenthgless...

I am tiring and exhausted. I wonder how long I never had a peaceful night. Somehow, when my mind flashed with such message, I got a bad news the next day. Xavier was having high fever due to throat infection. My ‘bed-time’ turned into a nightmare where he whined, he cried and he fussed for everything. When everyone is haivng their own sweet dream, me staying away to coax him. It’s rather exhausted when nothing can please him and calm him down.

The next day at work, I got nagged by my boss for something she felt not right. But before she has her final justification, she never bother on her earlier intstruction given. It has been nearly 2 years working with her, I think I have long enough withstand with her ‘keep-changing’ mind/ instructions. Perhaps it’s time for me to make another move in life…

Shop till I drop...

October 28 & 29 was the great ‘Member Sales’ at Jusco Tebrau City. Having to reside at a place that have no much shopping mall, you have no much choice but to shop as you much as u can. Yeah, the craziest of my devil thought conquerred my soul and I really shop till I drop. Simply the two hours shop and I spent about (or maybe more than) RM300.

What I bought? Here are the list:
~ clothing, socks for my Gen-X
~ diapers, bottle cleaning detergent
~ Stew working outfits, belt, t-shirt, pants
~ lady top for mom, my working outfit, dress, inner wear

Sounds just a few items and it has cost a tonnes. Apparently, the so-called sales is not really worth for money.

Ranting about work

Why do I need to work? Why do I need to stay here and got score when she is in her down mood? Why can’t I be self-employ by being a coin dealer or anything? Why can’t I be a stay-at-home-mommy (SAHM) like what most blogger is? Or I should ask, why can’t Stew pay me to work at home?

Yes, all these are silly question I’ve been asking myself after being nagged by my boss for no reason. Yeah, I got pissed off with her, extremely upset with her unreasonable, unbearable request. For a little pay I get but with tones of work to do, I really feel not worth by working here. How I wish I could tender my resignation now, somehow I know I can hardly do it because of life.

Afterall, it’s just my ranting about work and I just need a place to throw out my anger.

He said, I'm not slim enough....

Before I got married, my body weight was between the range 43-46kg, with height of 153cm. The size of my clothes that I bought was usually in 'S', sometimes even in 'XS'. Cool isn't it?? Somehow after having 2 children in life, the 'S' is no longer fit to me. Not because of I've put on my weight but it's my flappy tummy, my coarsen arm. Imagine, despite my current weight at 46kg but I need to wear bigger shirt to cover my 'ugly part'. The worst is I got comment from Stew saying this:

Stew: By taking care of both and getting sleepless night, I can see how tired you are but yet you still not loosing any weight.
(Huh, I am 46kg now and still he commented that I'm not slim enough)

Me: It's all because of you la... so, are you willing to pay me for body slimming firming package or not?

Stew: I can pay for you but my concern is will you able to complete the package as paid?? After few treatments and I'll be hearing some excuses like no time, having to take the kids & so on...

Me: *speechless*
(because I used to sign up one but still have not fully completed on the treatment)

What happened?

What?? My blog has banned by GOOGLE?

How I actually get to know that my blog being banned by Google? Should thanks to the Page Rank Checker that I was intended to install. The message popped up like this:



I tried to dig in details on what caused it by typing my blog url on Google search engine, but it's like unable to find my blog. What happened to my blog?? Does anyone of you experience this before???

Please help.............