Thanks for all your comment and concerns. I truly understand that other than to talk to him, I had no alternatives. I can’t just leave my children and runaway, I can’t pretend that he is not part of the family, I can’talk bad about him in front of kiddos........ and they are thousand of obligations that don’t allow me to act as I wish.
We had a talk eventually… (guess that’s the only choice I had) but no solution was found. Just that I hope he will commit on what he promised.
With Luv, Life even glitter & meaningful~
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
Friday, 26 February 2010
I felt hurt...
I’m in a very down mood today. Not because I’ve to work when others are in holiday but … it’s something unhappily happened last night. It’s not something serious but it hurt and it has hurts me deeply.
Being to stay 300km away from my family, I do expect more concern from Stew. I do expect him to be more thoughtful than usual. I do hope he can be with me anytime, anywhere when I’m in needs of him. But I was so wrong for having such thoughts. If a man born without a thoughtful heart, eventually he will never be like that.
As for what had happened last night, I scrolled down my phone listing as thought of seeking help from others. Sad enough…. no one could help, not even a number that I can ever call to. I was so helpless that moment, my eye was almost covering by tears but I told myself to be tough. I had to find the solution myself and my children were waiting for me.
When there is a wish, there is a will. Problem has been solved but my relationship with Stew….. I don't wish to talk to him, I don't even want to have a good talk either. Because ........... I felt hurt.
Being to stay 300km away from my family, I do expect more concern from Stew. I do expect him to be more thoughtful than usual. I do hope he can be with me anytime, anywhere when I’m in needs of him. But I was so wrong for having such thoughts. If a man born without a thoughtful heart, eventually he will never be like that.
As for what had happened last night, I scrolled down my phone listing as thought of seeking help from others. Sad enough…. no one could help, not even a number that I can ever call to. I was so helpless that moment, my eye was almost covering by tears but I told myself to be tough. I had to find the solution myself and my children were waiting for me.
When there is a wish, there is a will. Problem has been solved but my relationship with Stew….. I don't wish to talk to him, I don't even want to have a good talk either. Because ........... I felt hurt.
Thursday, 25 February 2010
our CNY...
I just can’t imagine it has almost come to the end of February and so as CNY. The ONE-week holiday flew away like a clip of eye. We had a great time in KL…eventually, it’s a busy and tiring days with outing and visiting.
After returning to JB, I was still busy with my work and also preparation for the praying on 8th Day of CNY. The fireworks were extremely terrible on that night for about 2 hours. The worst was the air really been polluted with haze due to heavy fireworks. Stew got a very bad sensitive nose after that. I was indeed worried if Xandria and Xavier would be awakening by the fireworks but they didn’t. Probably too tired of traveling and both were sleep tight that night. It’s was a very merry celebration in JB that night.
Just before the end of celebration, wishing all you a...
Prosperous Lunar New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai…
After returning to JB, I was still busy with my work and also preparation for the praying on 8th Day of CNY. The fireworks were extremely terrible on that night for about 2 hours. The worst was the air really been polluted with haze due to heavy fireworks. Stew got a very bad sensitive nose after that. I was indeed worried if Xandria and Xavier would be awakening by the fireworks but they didn’t. Probably too tired of traveling and both were sleep tight that night. It’s was a very merry celebration in JB that night.
Just before the end of celebration, wishing all you a...
Prosperous Lunar New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai…
Thursday, 11 February 2010
CNY coming soon...
Time flies extremely fast until I’ve lost count on CNY preparation. Yeah, no much of CNY cookies and decoration been done for my newly home as we will be celebrating CNY in KL for entire week.
However I’ve done something out of my usual practice. I’ve bought quite a lot greenery plant placed at my house and office. Probably due to influence by my colleagues who are super fancy on flower, plant. Be frankly, I like my current workstation. So comfy when you have something ‘Green’ which you can take a look at.
nice bor??
About the Gen-X, they have been taking care by my cousin in-law aka Pak Mou (伯母) since mom went back to KL. I was told that both have behaved pretty well especially Xandria. She can be independent on her stuff like afternoon nap, going to potty herself and so on. I got surprised for that.
About myself, remain that busy like a mad women everyday. From 6am morning, I got to spot check on the maid for house chores, then preparation on Gen-X stuff to bring to their Pak Mou house. Followed by, myself with preparation to work. Gosh, imagine I sleep late but got to wake up early and yet, Xavier still needs on his night feeding at 2am. I hope he can wean on the night feeding soon.
Today will be my last working day until CNY. Nothing much to say but to wish you all,
GONG HEI FATT CHOY…
Thursday, 28 January 2010
Updates
I’ve lack in updating my personal blog ever since that accident we had over the last weekend. No worry, both Xandria and I have feeling much better by now. Just that I got a very serious and painful lesson of being so careless and took granted on the safety.
Everyone was sick like hell except Stew. All three of us having flu and it’s like never cure where the flu germ spreading one after one. What’s worst is that mom going back to KL this weekend. From there on, I’m going to stay alone with my kiddos, Stew and maid. I’m having kind of uncomfortable feeling with my home suddenly without mom’s sound. Can’t really imagine how life would be. And, both Gen-X will be under care by babysitter aka my cousin in-law starting next week. Can’t really imagine how both of them will behave at the cousin house and the maid, I hope she won’t create trouble to me but to assist my cousin in-law in taking care both Gen-X.
Let see how we all adapt to new changes of life…
Everyone was sick like hell except Stew. All three of us having flu and it’s like never cure where the flu germ spreading one after one. What’s worst is that mom going back to KL this weekend. From there on, I’m going to stay alone with my kiddos, Stew and maid. I’m having kind of uncomfortable feeling with my home suddenly without mom’s sound. Can’t really imagine how life would be. And, both Gen-X will be under care by babysitter aka my cousin in-law starting next week. Can’t really imagine how both of them will behave at the cousin house and the maid, I hope she won’t create trouble to me but to assist my cousin in-law in taking care both Gen-X.
Let see how we all adapt to new changes of life…
Sunday, 10 January 2010
first attempt to home-made breakfast
I’ve committed to Stew that I’ll try to have more home cook since we own a complete kitchen. Be frankly, I own a pretty nice kitchen although I’m not a good, frequent cooker. During the December long holiday, I decided to try on some recipe I got from a blogger who own a very nice foodies blog, Bits of Taste.. Gosh… by looking at the photo, I was like been starving for few days.
Original recipe can get it HERE...
I make a good try on this recipe. Stew and both Gen-x loves it…
Ham, Cheese Bread Rolls
Thursday, 7 January 2010
Plan ahead on family vacations
How time flies and the first week of January 2010 has almost reached to the end. I’ve still being busy with daily routine works as usual and thought of planning for an All inclusive family vacations for my kiddos on the year end, somehow ended to stay at home due to:
1. peak season and everywhere are crowded
2. all flight rates are so much expensive
3. I don’t have anymore leave entitlement
4. I hardly to take leave when my boss is in local
And …. because of all these concerns, I hold back my first family vacation. On the coming CNY holiday, I hope I can plan on something for my family. Let's see how...
1. peak season and everywhere are crowded
2. all flight rates are so much expensive
3. I don’t have anymore leave entitlement
4. I hardly to take leave when my boss is in local
And …. because of all these concerns, I hold back my first family vacation. On the coming CNY holiday, I hope I can plan on something for my family. Let's see how...
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
Good news on 2010
A brand new year with lots of good news.
First, I got a message from my best friend who is going to get marry. Congratulations, my dear!!!
Secondly, I am finally can login to FB & YouTube again, after being banned from accessing for more than 2 months. Goshh…, I was almost lost my contact with friends if without FB.
Thirdly, my boss told me that she is going to practice with new SOP and she is going to tell me as and when. Well, I hope it’s a good start for a brand new year.
First, I got a message from my best friend who is going to get marry. Congratulations, my dear!!!
Secondly, I am finally can login to FB & YouTube again, after being banned from accessing for more than 2 months. Goshh…, I was almost lost my contact with friends if without FB.
Thirdly, my boss told me that she is going to practice with new SOP and she is going to tell me as and when. Well, I hope it’s a good start for a brand new year.
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