I felt hurt...

I’m in a very down mood today. Not because I’ve to work when others are in holiday but … it’s something unhappily happened last night. It’s not something serious but it hurt and it has hurts me deeply.

Being to stay 300km away from my family, I do expect more concern from Stew. I do expect him to be more thoughtful than usual. I do hope he can be with me anytime, anywhere when I’m in needs of him. But I was so wrong for having such thoughts. If a man born without a thoughtful heart, eventually he will never be like that.

As for what had happened last night, I scrolled down my phone listing as thought of seeking help from others. Sad enough…. no one could help, not even a number that I can ever call to. I was so helpless that moment, my eye was almost covering by tears but I told myself to be tough. I had to find the solution myself and my children were waiting for me.

When there is a wish, there is a will. Problem has been solved but my relationship with Stew….. I don't wish to talk to him, I don't even want to have a good talk either. Because ........... I felt hurt.