Thursday 5 July 2007

Quarrelling again…

I don’t know why but it happened so frequently. Hubs and I had falling out again and it’s all because of the small misunderstand.


My tears were so easily and uncontrollably drop off whenever we had quarrelling. Perhaps it is my problem in having preconception about marriage life and that leads to self-doubt toward him. My mind keep thinking that he has changed after married. He has no longer loving me, concern about me… I feel so lonely and helpless sometimes and our conversation about life is getting lesser and lesser. I asked myself thousand times, ‘am I the one who make it worst?’ Guess he will never understand how I feel and what I really want for life….

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