In need of advice

Few days ago, I make a call to ex-colleague and I was being asked about how is the life of Stay-at-Home mommy. I replied with it is rather great when you got tight up with kid, house chores, husband and so on but never to yourself.

The kiddos were down with fever and flu, as usual and it happened so close like within a month. I’m begun to think if they both had any birth defect that might caused by me? Maybe I should call to Celexa lawsuit for details info. It was so tiring and exhausted when you ought to take care of TWO sickening babies.

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whaat a life...

How time flies… I’ve finally survived from maid-less days. It’s rather tired and exhausted (most of time) but I’m still surviving. Mainly because I began to realize it was ME, myself to change the mindset.

I’m learning to let go of dusty floor and messy bedroom whenever I’m too…….. exhausted to clean up the mess. I’m learning to let the kids earning their ‘Me’ time rather than being what I wish.

Till then, I just found … everything can be so wonderful.

feeling lost

I don’t feel like doing anything these day. Mainly because I am over enjoyed with the luxury time I had every day and that’s caused the lazy bugs grow inside me.

I’m getting so hard to wake up each day, rushing on the preparation for the kiddos can be tiring too when they would have their ‘morning sickness’ (I mean throwing tantrum) sometimes. I never thought doing the house chores can be such exhausted. I simply hate it …

What happened on me? Is that lazy bugs that block out my mind or I’m losing my signification of life?

Such a wonderful life

Looking at the calendar and I counted, it has been almost a month since I left my stressful job. Life is so……………… wonderful now as I could enjoy the luxury of personal time by doing anything at my interest, without having disturbance too.

At times, Stew and I would enjoy our afternoon movie show whenever he had early hour knocked off. I could have the options in preparing dinner or just kick out for dinner. Kiddos are still under babysitter's care the other half of day and I usually would pick them before sunset , unlike previous practice which usually at 8pm.

My wonderful life would last for another month until I had fully got ready for I suppose to be. Meanwhile, I had a special mission that is giving Stew a helping hand on his trading business.

Let the life goes as it and I am happy for what I had now.

A woman's life

We had a cousin who has just given birth in month of May. Somehow the birth labour experience has indeed a nightmare of lif. The gynae who took charge of her wasn’t an experience doctor and almost caused the death of baby. It was all thank god that another doctor came in to save both the mother and baby’s life.

I suggested the cousin to take legal action to the doctor by seeking assistance from Topamax lawsuit whom expertise in such area of cases. Topamax has years of experience and a professional team in handling such case.

At times, I’m thinking how life could be in danger for a woman to give birth. At times, not all the man appreciates the scarification of one for them. Some even think it is a must-do task for a woman. How selfish if one with such thought…

O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949

Gold Bullion Investment

I got into the interest of buying gold lately. Though an ex-colleague of mine who got a good return from it due to the continue hiking of gold price for past few months. It was the ‘paper gold’ investment offered by local bankers.

I did the research amongst the bank. The investment on ‘paper gold’ would not be my interest. Unlike the investment of buy gold bullion, which I could keep the bullion at my own risk instead.

Probably I should take a try on the services provided by this bureau. With their professionalism and expertise team, I would rest assure on the return.

my ever last working day...

Though I should pen down about my last working day.

During the one month period of notice, I don’t get a well treat especially from my boss. She rather stayed in silent on my handover despite that was what she highly concerned about with. I then managed to make known to her on the second day before I left. 

The funniest was, I had been told to standby for the calls in the case of any uncertainty that required my assistance.

It was a busier day ever on my last day and I could only pack my stuff on that day...

Is it save for traveling?

As we read thru the newspaper, the news of about out of Malaysia tends to pull down my enthusiasm to bring kiddos for a traveling to overseas. Yeah, you may tell that I’m a bit coward about it but I don’t danger my kids’ life by any chance.

First the Japan hit by earthquake & tidal waves, followed by New Zealand as well as Indonesia. Then the poison veggies issue in Europe country and the flooding disaster in America. I would need Topamax lawsuit for all the necessary compensation if I would insist to travel at this moment.

A demised friend used to tell me, this would be the best timing to travel as fares on flight will be at the lowest, and it could be a cheap tour ahead. Would you?

O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949

Just when I thought ...

When I thought it was still days to go before I left that usual place of work, apparently it is not. Less than 2 weeks but I wish it could be even fast. Just when i thought I had no much thing to pack. When I hagan to pack, it was like never end. I just realized I had been keeping so much of rubbish for years. It's time for all the cleaning task...

Ageing coming to me

When you realize your body condition was unlike the usual you, but unable to fight against the time, then you know age is catching up.

I was gossiping with a girl friend of mine, someone I knew in my college life. I was told that she recently in love with oldies, songs of 80s or 90s. Singers of said decade are more qualified than now. to the max, you would never heard on the inhale sounds between the intervals. I'm so agreed with her.

d As we chat, we realized life not anymore like what we used to be. Being as a wife, a mother of two, we have obligations of life. Today we are at beginning of 30, tomorrow we would telling each other about life of 40. I am so freaked out of ageing.

Planning ahead ...

Finally everything has been finalized and I am looking ahead for all plannings, include the coming trip to Shanghai & Suzhou.

The booking for flight tickets has done, but the planning on the itinerary has not complete even 10%. Stew asked if we should prolong the trip and enjoy ourselve without his business associate. I wish we could, somehow the two weeks of school holidays seems too short for us to do so. Xandria will be resume on her kiddy life and I decided to enroll Xavier to join her kiddy starting of this school terms. I wonder if he could adapt to this changes.

Lots of planning ahead and I don't see to have my luxury time to enjoy that so called of 'long vacation'.

The day I made up my mind

I was indeed having hard time in taking action despite a decision has been made months ago. Today, I told myself it has been done no matter how and I did it. Somehow, the response of opposition embarassed me like I've done something so wrong. The feeling is aweful, I hate it and I wonder if she would know it.

After all, I felt simply so release afterward. Never in my life i had felt so. Th greatest is, I am cheering up.....

A tiring labour day

Though the public holiday of 'Labour Day' would be more like a relaxing days for me. Somehow, I worked extra tiring on the day. The house chores double the tiredness of office work. And all thanks to that part-time helper who never did a good routine work. Gosh huh.... I'm a labour that never got double pay, but double tiredness on Labour Day.

in dilemma

I thought that I had decided to end my career life today. Though I told myself today shall be the best timing to tender my resignation. But she was too busy with her cell phone, desk phone and laptop. I got no chance at all.

I’m tiring, drained for all these stress I had from work. But end of day, that the other ME convinced my heart to stay, to enjoy the ‘free time’ I had when works are not pilling up. Or when I’m not been push to the corner of room.

I just need a little more time for it, I guess.

what could a mommy done?

As you read from newspaper, the news about an abandoned baby would always hit on me. A title with word ‘ABANDONE’ caught my attention. To the worst when we noticed that baby was born with handicapped. At times, I wonder how could a mother ever willing to let go the flesh of blood like that. Despite with his/her birth defective, still it is parent’s responsibilities to get through the life with the child. We know it may not the parent’s fault for such defects but I believe they are ways to solve the problem, probably like seeking advice from Topamax lawsuit would anyhow better than dumping it to the dustbin or toilet.

O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949

Something thrilling..

I was not feeling so good the entire day. Probably because of what I saw in the morning that bothered me. Something thrilling happened when I was on my way to work. I witnessed a horrible accident that killed a motorist. The motorist was being knocked and lie on the middle of road. The cars at front were having emergency stop when it happened. I was almost hit on the car at fronts.

I don’t know who the faulty party is but as I know majority of motorists are driving so thrilling and never bother to give you a way. Just when thought of this issue, I guess the motorist and car driver does need a good and experienced attorney (probably the one like Austin Personal Injury Attorney) to claim for their own benefit or justice.

O’Hanlon, McCollom & Demerath – Personal Injury Lawyers – 808 West Avenue, Austin, TX. 78701 – 512-494-9949

pissing off......

I simply do not understand how a so-called General Manager owns her qualification for that position. The worst is when you noticed she can’t even think before words out from her ugly big mouth. ~ I got pissed off when it affected my performance ~ I got pissed off when my purpose of words has been twisted and became an opposition of what i was thought. ~ I got pissed off when she destroyed my name in front of MD. Apparently i got pissed off because of my superior doubt on me when she questioned me about it. Damn....

getting lost...

So many things need to be done, so little time I have to get all done. Though kiddos are staying with mom and I should have plenty of time for my stuff. Man..... I was so wrong. Time flies like a flick of finger, and myself was like having difficulties in staying alive without my flesh blood by my side. Despite it's just a day apart, I've been missing them sooooooo much.

In KL due to HFMD

We were in need to go back KL due to Xavier infected with HFMD. I understand in certain circumstance, it is unavoidable for children got infected with disease. But seriously i got upset with babysitter. I am so damn upset for being my kiddos got infected when it is suppose to be avoidable. I called and asked why she allows her infected niece stayed at her house. Why was she so careless and never done any clean up after her niece left? I simply don’t understand and unacceptable when it happened on my child. These people will never bother what a working parent would need to do having a sickening child. It’s like they only think of having a rest day for themselves or what. It has been more than 3 days and i never got a single calls from the babysitter in asking Xavier condition.

I'm bored

I always wish that myself, to be able to update my blog daily. Somehow when I about to start on it, some other things would come across and distracted me. Yeah, it's so hard when my boss keep Recently, I found myself acting so weird toward my job. Or I should say 'I am loosing INTEREST' on it. My In-tray was piling up with pending documents that require completing in time but, i just don’t feel like doing it.

Goshh.... It’s going to be a long weekend ahead... and i’ve been thinking where to bring kiddos to.