finally....

I have been longing for a public holiday that fall on Friday, which continuously will be a weekend and Sunday. Apparently, I’ll be able to have more time with kiddos. How I wish…

I got a few plans for coming weekend. In fact, it’s because of my guiltiness for unable to bring Xavier out on his birthday and also all the nonsense excuses for myself. I noticed I’ve habitually giving myself many excuses especially on kids’ stuff. Thought of having a BIG party for Xavier but turned down to buy just a cake for him.

Reading on post of other mommy blogger, I felt even bad. No matter how tired, how busy their schedules were, yet they would able to spend time to do something precious for their love one. Many times, I feel myself a lousy wife, an irresponsible mommy. Despite Stew never had a word of complaint, but I know he does have the thoughts.

I know, it’s time for me to be tough like what most mommies are. To all mommy out there, I salute for what you are, you are the ever-great mommy of all.

Eyeglasses for myself

I just got to know that an eyeglasses can easily cost up to few thousand although it’s might not from a branded designer. A colleague of mine who just bought a new glass that cost her about 1.5k for a pair. I got shock for that price.

I wondered why some people willing to spend few hundred bucks for a pair eyeglass when they are very good and cheap eyeglasses could be found in the market now. For instance, Zenni Optical offering very cheap and nice design of eyeglasses online. Looking at their product ranges for New arrivals, Holiday Fun Eyelglasses and $8 Prescription Zenni Glasses, I’m really excited to own a pair for myself. I’m thinking of changing to a rimless design. How about this one?

Just ranting...

Yeah, I got tie up with my sickening kiddos over the 2 weeks. Probably I should admit that I’m no longer having a healthy body like I used to have. I’m easily to get tired, especially after cuddling Xavier for a moment, I feel my body is so strengthless.

On the work vise, I’m having problem to stay away. Imagine, just a few hour of sleep, how am I to stay awake during day tiem?? The only ‘medicine’ that cured me was the COFFEE to keep me awake from yawning each few minutes. Gosh, how I wish the kiddos were at the age of 3-4 years old now. At least, I get to have a peaceful night.

I'm exhasted, strenthgless...

I am tiring and exhausted. I wonder how long I never had a peaceful night. Somehow, when my mind flashed with such message, I got a bad news the next day. Xavier was having high fever due to throat infection. My ‘bed-time’ turned into a nightmare where he whined, he cried and he fussed for everything. When everyone is haivng their own sweet dream, me staying away to coax him. It’s rather exhausted when nothing can please him and calm him down.

The next day at work, I got nagged by my boss for something she felt not right. But before she has her final justification, she never bother on her earlier intstruction given. It has been nearly 2 years working with her, I think I have long enough withstand with her ‘keep-changing’ mind/ instructions. Perhaps it’s time for me to make another move in life…