Damn...

What would you response when someone hit your car and told you that SHE did not look at the back when reversing her car?? This accident happened last week when Stew drove me to work. A co-worker of mine (from different department) hit on his car and I asked how can she did not see a car right behind her.

Apparently, her answer really piss me off. She was telling me that she didn't bother to look behind because of the hot,sunny sun. I told how can she drive with that kind of thought?? She is indeed putting everyone's life in danger but not for herself. The worst is, I found she has no sense of regretful for having such dangerious thinking.

an eventful weekend...

Apparently, it was a very eventful weekend. We attended to a cousin’s wedding on Saturday morning and the dinner at night. For the first time, I brought both my darling to such occasion. Of course, they both were a bit cranky in the midst of dinner. Xandria refused to sit still but to walk here and there; whilst Xavier keep wanting to taste on food. Luckily my FIL was there with us and he has been cuddling Xavier almost the entire dinner. At least, I got my own sweet time to really enjoy the food.

On Sunday, it was our house warming party. Somehow it was drizzling when the party almost to start. Thanks god it ended after half an hour and we had our guests arrived. Oh gosh, my house was fully with screaming, yelling, shouting sounds of children. With that, I can see how excited Xandria was by having so many children to play with her. My little darling, Xavier also having so much fun with all his toys shared with others. I just realized how much it worth when you looking at the happy face of your little ones. Perhaps, I should plan to have party more often for them. Guess they both just need friends to play with.

The guests left about 11pm but they were some closed relatives who still enjoying their ‘luck’ on the Black Jack section. Oh yeah, that’s the culture of my paternal relatives. They just love doing so at any event held. The party officially ended at 11.30pm and we received plenty of gifts from all guest. For an unexpected surprise I had, it was a gift from my boss who unable to come. The driver delivered the gift to me and it was the dish steamer which I’ve eyeing long time ago.

I’m feel so grateful for all the guests' visiting and the gifts too.

Today, my little missy officially turn 2 years and 3 months old.

HAPPY 27 MONTHS OLDY, my girl.....

Festive season soon...

If you read my other blog, you know I'm almost gone insane because of the stupid maid. For the first time, I feel like wanted to whack her for her misbehaviour. Anywhere, I've decided to send her back to agent for counseling. Hope she get to learn from it.

It's December now, my faouvrite festive season is coming soon. Somehow, I've yet to prepare all the necesary like Christmas decorations Christmas presents, Christmas dinner and so on. Stew bought a Christmas Tree few days ago and i've just decorated it with just few ornaments. Probably will need to shop for more ornaments soon. My 2 babies were excited looking at the 'tree' being setting up. Especially little missy Xandria who keep offering help to put on some ornaments. I love looking at her smiling face....

I plan to prepare some Christmas dishes on the Christmas Eve but Stew suggested that we have a small BBQ party by inviting some close friends and relatives. Well, still in midst of deciding which one to go for but I really can't wait to give a big surprise to my family on the Boxing Day... LOL

And in conjunction with such happily festive, I've changed my theme. So, may you all have a happy Christmas Day soon...

Thank you...

I've been into a very down mood these days. Yeah, it's hard and even tough being a working mommy. Not only to concerntrate on your career but the same time to a GOOD care of your children. I am trying my very best cope with it and I believe I can do even better....

And thank you very much to all of you there, the readers who left your very thoughtful comments on my blog. Thank you...

finally....

I have been longing for a public holiday that fall on Friday, which continuously will be a weekend and Sunday. Apparently, I’ll be able to have more time with kiddos. How I wish…

I got a few plans for coming weekend. In fact, it’s because of my guiltiness for unable to bring Xavier out on his birthday and also all the nonsense excuses for myself. I noticed I’ve habitually giving myself many excuses especially on kids’ stuff. Thought of having a BIG party for Xavier but turned down to buy just a cake for him.

Reading on post of other mommy blogger, I felt even bad. No matter how tired, how busy their schedules were, yet they would able to spend time to do something precious for their love one. Many times, I feel myself a lousy wife, an irresponsible mommy. Despite Stew never had a word of complaint, but I know he does have the thoughts.

I know, it’s time for me to be tough like what most mommies are. To all mommy out there, I salute for what you are, you are the ever-great mommy of all.

Eyeglasses for myself

I just got to know that an eyeglasses can easily cost up to few thousand although it’s might not from a branded designer. A colleague of mine who just bought a new glass that cost her about 1.5k for a pair. I got shock for that price.

I wondered why some people willing to spend few hundred bucks for a pair eyeglass when they are very good and cheap eyeglasses could be found in the market now. For instance, Zenni Optical offering very cheap and nice design of eyeglasses online. Looking at their product ranges for New arrivals, Holiday Fun Eyelglasses and $8 Prescription Zenni Glasses, I’m really excited to own a pair for myself. I’m thinking of changing to a rimless design. How about this one?

Just ranting...

Yeah, I got tie up with my sickening kiddos over the 2 weeks. Probably I should admit that I’m no longer having a healthy body like I used to have. I’m easily to get tired, especially after cuddling Xavier for a moment, I feel my body is so strengthless.

On the work vise, I’m having problem to stay away. Imagine, just a few hour of sleep, how am I to stay awake during day tiem?? The only ‘medicine’ that cured me was the COFFEE to keep me awake from yawning each few minutes. Gosh, how I wish the kiddos were at the age of 3-4 years old now. At least, I get to have a peaceful night.

I'm exhasted, strenthgless...

I am tiring and exhausted. I wonder how long I never had a peaceful night. Somehow, when my mind flashed with such message, I got a bad news the next day. Xavier was having high fever due to throat infection. My ‘bed-time’ turned into a nightmare where he whined, he cried and he fussed for everything. When everyone is haivng their own sweet dream, me staying away to coax him. It’s rather exhausted when nothing can please him and calm him down.

The next day at work, I got nagged by my boss for something she felt not right. But before she has her final justification, she never bother on her earlier intstruction given. It has been nearly 2 years working with her, I think I have long enough withstand with her ‘keep-changing’ mind/ instructions. Perhaps it’s time for me to make another move in life…